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玖蘭 優姫 (
2016-07-05 04:48 pm (UTC)
this was not the first time yuuki would be forced to leave something or someone behind; she was used to the bittersweet pain that came with abandoning the past. before it had been her human self, then zero- now it would be her entire life as yuuki kuran back in her world. the clothing she had back home, the furniture, the accessories kaname bought for her to wear, her friends…..her entire life would sink into a black hole, never to be reached again. and she was okay with that, more than okay really.
this also meant she would have to let go the past that was still here on the island. before the time came to leave, she had given away most of her stuff, some to the few she knew, and the rest to those who were strangers to her. all that was left was the items that belonged to kaname, the items he had left here when he visited, and the few items he had gifted to yuuki. deep down inside, it was hard to let go. the love she had for the man went beyond dimensions; but the truth was, most of it stemmed from guilt. she still felt as if she owed him her life for everything he had done for her, and that no matter what she did, it would never be enough. feeling guilty though, would not solve anything, nothing at all. so with a strong heart, yuuki finally released kaname, burning all of his items on a high hill. it was finally over between them and she could, would move on.
back at the place she had called home for almost a year, yuuki packed the few items she had. she knew she would need these items in order to survive in this new world. there wasn’t much for her really; the sex goddess hadn’t really blessed her with any gifts from back home or any new powers. however she had a few blood tablets with her from the last time she came back. she would need those if she turned back into a vampire in ishida’s world.
when ishida came by yuuki’s door, she was wearing her best outfit. a long blue dress, with sunflower pins in her medium-length hair, and white sandals. she had worn this outfit the first time she went out with the dark haired boy, and she would wear this in hopes of impressing any of his friends or familiars.
Ishida…..I realized something. I’ve been really self-absorbed haven’t I? Always talking about myself and my world and yet….
I barely ask you anything about yours. Will you tell me more stuff?
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